Summer is quickly coming to an end

I hate this time of year...really I do.

My girls, who get to spend all summer with me, are returning to school soon. And has been traveling a bit and it will only be getting worse in the coming weeks. I so miss him when he is away!

I've been trying to enjoy the last of summer vacation. It's hard when all the back-to-school shopping starts, orientation begins at the school, ice cream social to introduce the parents (mostly rich snobby ones at that!) back to the school year.

I've been keeping busy answering emails, looking over the web at other worthwhile sites on the issue of the hotwife lifestyle. And and I have talked quite a bit about taking things in a new direction. We still play with our couple of guys on occasion but we are looking to add someone new to the play. For this one, we've talked about perhaps me taking on a lover without And necessarily being present. We've talked about his travel schedule and how it is sometimes difficult to make schedules match up (especially with our married friend). So, we have decided to seek out someone that I can perhaps play with on my own.

I am quite sure it will happen but I am also sensitive to the situation. It is bound to bring in new discussion topics. Communication, which has always been great, will become an even more important part of everything since And will not physically be present in these encounters. I am also really curious how this will feel. Whether I'll feel differently not having And with me. I think that it is a further extension of what we've already established and it will be good, fun, interesting, exciting. Almost feel like I am dating all over again, trying to find someone simply for me to play with alone. Wow! I am getting wet just thinking about it. Since the girls and And are gone, I guess I'll go take a long, warm shower and picture the possibilities. Hmmm, this could get fun! Better get the rabbit out for this one! LOL