More on Rach's Solo Night

Many of you have sent us emails and comments about our last posting...Rach's night without me and I wanted to thank you. I know we've not posted as much lately but I do think that we are getting more interested in writing more frequently again and will do what we can to keep you posted on our relationship and encounters.

Most overwhelmingly, the comments were positive. Some of you commented that we've now "crossed over" to a hotwife and cuckold relationship. I disagree but you are entitled to your opinion. Perhaps I am in denial but the feelings of butterflies were 1) a bit of jealousy...that I wasn't there, 2) a bit of fear...for Rach's safety more than anything else, and 3) a bit of insecurity...would she feel an emotional connection or say things that might be uncomfortable for her with me present?

At no time did I feel, or did Rach cause feelings of humiliation. There is no "baby he fucked me better than you ever will" or any other talk of how inferior a lover I am. I guess when I think of cuckold, and perhaps it's just my misinterpretation of the term, it involves some demand of humiliation. Admittedly, these encounters are new experiences every time and there are some things that her men will have or do that I don't or do not do. But, to me, that is not a cuckold. That is simply my desire to see her reach the pinnacle of sexual experiences and allows us to grow in trust and openness to each other.

I can tell you that we've talked about this evening quite a bit and all is good with us. We are stronger than ever together and the evening only fueled the fires of our love for each other. Rach had a very wonderful, if a bit short, evening and came home with a smile on her face and a warm, and somewhat disheveled, body to boot! We've re-lived the night a few times already and it is incredibly intense, a turn-on and has increased our conversation about possible similar encounters in the future (the answer is: most likely, yes. She will see men without me from time to time). It does burn in my chest, just a bit, when she talks of her evening but she has been, and always will be, my love. She is simply so very open, honest and reassuring of our relationship.

She reassures me that I am her man and that he was just in fun. I accept that from her because I know when I hear her voice and see the look on her face that she is not holding anything back from me. We love each other so magnificently, it really blows my mind sometimes. I wish all could feel the same intensity I feel toward my gorgeous partner.

Rach has agreed to post very soon telling her version of the evenings events. Since she was there and I was not, I am sure her details will be much better than anything I can write. I know a number of you are anxiously awaiting that post but I promise you, it will be forthcoming soon.

Thanks again for all the email letters of support. It's nice to see that so many of our friends haven't abandoned us in our drought of postings.