The girls are online looking for Halloween costumes. I have a few minutes to finish what I started with all of you patient readers. I know, I know, such a tease...and that is not the first time I have heard that. So let me get my mindset back to that wonderful night.
Knowing that I could please this man orally so quickly, that I had to pace myself, had me feeling very sexy. Ken placed one hand around my waist, the other on my breast, and looked me straight in the eyes while I pressed him slowly inside me. Internally, I was having slight second guesses, wondering if I was doing the right thing not having And here...physically. It was a much larger head than I was used to feeling. It seemed to have to stretch it's way inside of me. That is not to say that my love, my And, is not sizable. He is more than adequate...but this was so foreign...so big. Once the head was inside me, the rest slid in with ease.
I rode his cock slowly...quickening the pace as I went. My eyes closed and I felt the beginning hints of a powerful orgasm building in me and - not five strokes after that - I felt him stiffen and heard him groan. His large head was swelling even bigger inside me. I picked up the pace. I wanted this orgasm so badly! My groin became warm and waves of pleasure swept through me...I am sure I let out some sort of pleasurable noise. My muscles tightened around his cock as I continued to grind. Ken held my waist as I ever so slightly shook until my orgasm ended. It seemed to end abruptly. He carefully pulled out of me and went to the restroom...leaving me naked and exposed on his hotel bed.
I think this is where it became just a bit awkward. My mind instantly turned to And while my body was still getting over the amazing orgasm this man brought me. I got up out of the bed and began to dress. Ken asked if I could stay longer. I responded with a "no, I need to get home". He came over to me, kissed me lightly again and said he would like to meet another time. I squeezed him...getting one last feel of that body...and told him that his feeling was mutual. I left and called And as soon as I walked out of the lobby.
And's voice was off, just a bit. I think he was in disbelief of me being finished already. I detected a little worry, maybe some relief, all I know is that it was different and until I could see his face assuring me that all was well, I was feeling confused. The rest of the ride home was a mixture of feelings. I was excited to share this with And and, at the same time, just a bit nervous. I know he loves to hear about my flirting and encounters. I am always honest with him about them, but doing this completely on my own was uncharted territory. I was not completely sure what his reaction would be. My heart wanted a guarantee that everything was going to be the same - if not better than before - and my mind could not guarantee that.
I walked in the door. Right where I needed to be...my comfort zone. I am sure I looked like a wreck. I felt like an over-emotional, tired, but sexy, mess. I found And upstairs waiting for me. Walking in the doorway and seeing the look in his eyes, the passion, the longing, the pure love, made me realize how much I love him. We went over a few details of the evening. And asked me how I felt about going out on my own. I told him liberated and desirable. I told him how much I wanted him...to be in his arms. We made intense, passionate love right there....mixing in talk about how Ken pleased me. He wanted to know all the details of how I took Ken's cock all for myself. At that moment, I knew there was nothing in the world I wanted more than to be right where I was. After we put the girls to bed, we repeated this process many times over, and still do... reminiscing the emotions, the thoughts, and the feelings of that night. Being able to be so open with each other has brought us even closer than before.
I know this was a long tale and it is getting late, so I will wrap this up. Since meeting with Ken, I feel like I have opened yet another door to pleasure for both And and myself to walk through...together. I have been chatting with two more guys, both local. I have even met up with one for coffee. My libido is in overdrive. Since my evening of short-lived fun (all on my own), I have voiced to And many times my urges to see others and he has encouraged them. Just the talk about him letting me play with others has led to many nights of passion-filled sex. I have so much more to update you all on! :) Our lives have been full of discovery lately and I have been a bit bolder than ever. Because of this, we have come across new questions, new paths, new lessons....I will write more about this next time. It is now time for my beauty sleep!
Okay, so I came to check for any responses to our latest post this morning and realized I had not posted it yet...My mind must have been elsewhere last night.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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4 comments:
I am looking forward to more of your stories!
:)
~SH
Rachel and And, Thankyou for your lovely, warm, passionate posts.. You have a wonderful relationship! It is soo good to read you, I enjoy it soo much.
I have always felt, really since I was a toddler that women are made to be shared. For me, women's sexuality, biology, emotions and so much more is perfect for sharing. I also regard women as bisexual (even though of course the majority would say they aren't:)).
I am just picturing the intensity of your feelings for each other and how close you feel through sharing this intense love, pleasure, desire with each other.
Thankyou again for putting a big smile on all our faces! And a big something else somewhere else, in my case:)
deliciousinner (aka cumfountain on LJ and other posts here and there)
Many times my wife will finsih with a guy on what I think is a very fast encounter and I often woder why. You have now given me a lot of insight into why. Thanks
It is amazing to me how close you both are to our current situation. We are also just getting involved in this "Hotwife" lifestyle after several years of swinging, and both you and your husband are sharing the exact same feelings that we have. I apreciate you taking time to write your feelings and stories down for use to learn from. Because of you and a couple other bloggers we've started our own blogger site to document our journey.
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